I Wanna Feel Again

I wake up everyday with a hole in my head and chest. I needa feel something so

I burn my arm on a cigarette, but if you said you were cold, I'd set myself on

fire and try and use your existence to feel inspired, once again. You know I

hate your guys, but you're my one true friend? I swear I won't give up, I wanna

feel again. I went and saw my FP and they said my brain has a cold, try to get

some rest and use this medicine to make the feelings go. They told me 'Stevie, 

your issues will amplify if you continue to allow environments where they

thrive.' You know I hate your guts, but you're my one true friend? I swear I

won't give up, I wanna feel again. Don't hang out in wrong crowds or walk

around at night, I was taught. But, there is irony in that I'm most unsafe at

home with my own thoughts. You know I hate your guys, but you're my one true

friend? I swear I won't give up, I wanna feel again. I'm sitting up on my roof

looking out over Brunswick Street, and looking down, wondering... Hoping...

Tomorrow will come and get me outta my head.