Ticking ticking time

Bomb went off Oh No

I was not aware

I was not prepared

Got no lust for grind

Just wanna be at home

Got no dime to spend

Diving deep in dept

I dont want ur pussy

Keep it in ur pants

Thats too much pressure damn Cant give what u demand

Got grooceries in my hand, same as yesterday

Eating out of cans hypersensitive, man

Free me, teach me, I need guidance

But dont come too close, I might just

Push back, way back, complex mind

Im Sick of my shit, Gotta get rid of insecurity its so hurting me

Woke up with a sore back,

but my bed all that,

so it gotta be stress

**** Im a hot mess

Maybe even depressed, I reject every call I get anxiety wins when its game time ****

I dont even have stats

Back in this space and I hate it here, I told myself not visit there

Its right around the corner so I got sucked in again, So dark, I dont bring a friend

All numb out, bumped out, in a chair and I catch myself staring at the fucking sealing man and I swear it comes down on me every time I close my eyes to escape feelings man

Free me, teach me, I need guidance

But dont come too close, I might just

Push back, way back, complex mind

Im of Sick my shit, Gotta get rid of insecurity its so hurting me