Idol (feat. Ghøstkid)

I think I'm an angel, but I am cursed Riding so painful, ghost-whipping the hearse My secrets are shameful, my secrets are faithful My life is no fable, I'm an archangel Fiends and I'm filling 'em drugs and I'm dealing 'em, pack the shit up The orders, I'm filling 'em, load the clip up 'Cause I stay drilling 'em, what did you say? Slow down, son, you're killing 'em What do you do? They look up to you A porcelain doll, an idol, a tool You dropped outta school, you're burning up fuel An angel of death, the face of a ghoul I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol Hast dir so oft gewünscht jemand anders zu sein, viele sterben so jung Erfolg führt zu Einsamkeit, nur noch Fassade Nimmst es in Kauf kannst keinem vertrauen Niemand holt dich hier raus Was siehst du in mir? Verstehst du es nicht? Du hast scheinbar alles, doch alles heißt nichts Wolltest nie Fame und auch nie das Geld Nicht tausende Freunde von denen keiner zu dir hält Willst so viel sagen, doch niemand hört zu Musst nur funktionieren ihr Segen, dein Fluch Hast alles versucht, es war nie genug Machst trotzdem weiter denn irgendwer muss es tun Sag wer bist du wenn dich jeder vergisst? Schlafwandelst im Tagtraum, nur wach für den Augenblick Chaos im Kopf, Gedanken ertränken Kein Anfang in Sicht ohne tragisches Ende I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid Looking at me, well, what do you see? The vision of something that you'll never be The kingdom will come, they'll come for the king What do you want? What do you need? I'm an addict with a habit I'll blow your fucking head off Goddammit, can't stand it The look on your face, the desperation I cannot take it, I feel it again The needles are pushing up under my skin I cannot speak, but the voices within That evil is good and the virtue of sin Who are you? What do you need? Are you sure you wanna be like me? Gotta pay up, nothing is free A deal with the devil, a deal with me I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol No, I ain't your idol, kid I cannot save you, son