Overconsumption

All that self destruction

It felt so good

Over consumption

Is all I understood

Its just another sip of wine

And I'm counting down the time till

I can press rewind

And sit with you again but

I'm always in my mind

And no I'm not alright yet

It's gonna take awhile

But I can fake a smile

I've learned to love the burn

It's a fire in my throat, yea

I drink till I can't hurt

I can't fuckin find a way to make it through

Without self inflicting pain yea

Fight with fire

Sesire to hide the loose wires

Inside my brain, its a shame

But Ima do it every night ima do it again yea

All these late nights and drunk fights

I can't hide from the lies that I tell myself

You can't help me help myself

It's always been this way

Its a game I love to play yea

I'll be swimming in my pain

Until I just float away

So I take another shot

I can't go on much longer

I have squandered

No more time to ponder