Chaos

I can't see. You're out of sight

My eyes can't catch a little glimpse of light

the night is young but it's fucking/goddamn cold outside

One last breath till I tend to realize

All my life I've been caught up in disguise

The blood in my veins - as cold as ice.

But if I could follow you

We could make through the storm

Straight into the blue

To find out why I was born.

But easy said, it's just in my head.

I lie alone here like I'm dead.

If I could follow you instead

You'd sort the chaos in my head.

And I can't hide

That every single word cuts like a knife.

Creating scars that last throughout my life.

I don't know what the future brings but I

Still tend to overemphasize

The small raindrops falling from the sky.

But if I could follow you

We could make through the storm

Right into the blue

To find out why I was born.

But easy said, it's just in my head.

I lie alone here in my bed.

If I could follow you instead

You'd sort the chaos in my head.

I hear the voices in my head saying: It's okay

Telling me that I'm not gonna go anywhere anyway.

Voices in my head saying: It's okay

They are forcing me to stay.

I hear the voices in my head saying: It's okay

Telling me that I'm not gonna go anywhere anyway.

Voices in my head saying: It's okay

They are forcing me to stay.