Stuck In My Ways

Tired of healing and tired of feeling

Tired of peeling back layers and kneeling

Before God

I'm begging for more, God

I'm tired of let-downs, I'm tired of late nights

Tired of filling my void with date nights

It's awful

And I'm awful

Time slips away from my mind

And I seem to have fallen behind

In my class

Can't remember my laugh

So many things, love

So many things to love

These days

I'm stuck in my ways

And I'm stuck in my ways

Will I ever get over this phase?

If I had one wish

I'd wish for a car to run you over

I hate the difference

From me and the last girl that was your lover

I don't want to see shit

I'd rather be blind

I wanna scrub you from my heart

And from my mind

I wanna be special

I wanna be new

You think I'm annoying

And I think that it's true

So many things, love

So many things to love

These days

But I'm stuck in my ways

And I'm stuck in my ways

Will I ever get out of this place?

So many things, love

So many things to love

These days

I'm stuck in my ways

And I'm stuck in my ways

Will I ever get over this phase?