back on the apps

Everybody said that it would end up in flames

I think I knew that from the start, I just wanted the pain

God, just let me feel something. Life is fucking mundane

If I had to serve another pint I was gonna tear out my brain so I took a risk

And I made a mistake

I pissed off all of my friends, the hot new thing to hate

And it's so fashion now, at least it is as of late

I started off a chain reaction that put Oppenheimer to shame

I wanna be clever with words so I can use them to hide

But since I don't see you anymore, I feel empty inside

I tried filling the hole with booze, reading and drugs

I tried dating again, but online dating apps suck, they fucking suck

Meet Shelley from Staines, she's just turned 29

And her secret guilty pleasure is two glasses of wine

She loves going to gym, she loves Aperol spritz

A perfect first date is hyrox, whatever that

Try Sammy from Fulham, two truths and a lie

They're a twin, they're in HR, they've got a third eye

They'll fall for you if you trip them, they love the office US

And all that they ask of you is you don't take yourself serious

So I'm not looking for love

I'm not looking for ne

I only mouse a couple on there who remind me of you

I might go on a few days, but it's always in vain

I'll realise this is so unhealthy and delete them again

I can't write songs

I can't even sing

I just sit on my own and do nothing

I tried shaving my head and I sold half my clothes

Went through a skirt phase but I don't really suit those

Give me a hobby to pass all the time

that I can't feel anymore

cause you're no longer mine

this ADHD, I can't stay entertained hungover on Sunday

redownload them again, argh