I went too far again

I know this is crazy but I'm thinking of you

I did something baby I thought that I wouldn't do

I know I said you could trust me and I'm guilty again

I know this isn't easy but I don't want it to end

I did it again

I knew I would screw up if I was given the chance

You should have just left but you're forgiving instead

Now I'm breaking your heart as I'm breaking her bed

And I'm wishing that we never did the things that we did

Said what we said

But I don't want to forget you

I know you would go if I told all the times where I fold and I go too far

I went too far again

I've just been feeling like I'm putting love into something that doesn't love back and I'm tired of waiting, not knowing what I'm loving for girl you should know that

It's so simple so why is this always difficult?

You came into my world and changed it all

Why does this always happen?

I'm crying more than half the time

I tried to rebuild us but I still lust and it killed us

I wrote about you, spilled guts, thinking it was real love

Maybe we're just not cut out for this enough

But I want to get closer

I wish we could just turn back time and start over

I'm starting to blow my composure

I know that the code has been broken

It's over

I went too far again