Shear Tears

Yeah, hm, Casanova the Don

This goes for my little brother, hehe

Locked away facing charges

All the dead homies

Everybody that ain't get they chance

Hope everybody can roll a blunt up to this one

It's kinda crazy how things wind up

You just gotta stay strong, you feel me?

Yeah, I see y'all, hehe

What's up, ****?

How you doin', baby boy? I know times is rough

Mama really started buggin' when they put you in cuffs

A lot's changed since the day you got locked away

I hope you got an open mind, I got a lot to say

Listen up, I got a secret to tell

Mama had another baby and she's doin' well

Named her Khia, she got a smile that sets your soul on fire

I ain't lyin', she had me blushin' like my younger days

Lookin' like Miranda in her own ways

It's kinda crazy how people change

They wanna be in your life, but never will remain

Kimora's gettin' big, you know she handle her biz

Runnin' wild with the other kids

I hope you get the letters and the pictures

To let you know your brother's still with ya

And I won't forget ya

So stay strong while I focus on this hit song

I know you feelin' all alone, it won't be long

How could this world be so cruel and just take you away?

I shed tears through the years 'cause you promised to stay

I pour out liquor every time your picture bop to my dome

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home

Kinda figured it was comin', but why so soon?

I wish I coulda stopped the blood from comin' out of your wound

I get the picture, you no longer with us, callin' my phone

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home

From the first to the ninth grade, we got it in

Livin' this life we made wasn't supposed to end

From the cradle to the grave, you was my closest friend

I kept you in my head daily, but it's hard to pretend

You was the only one that kept it real

To my surprise, we was five ridin' Big Wheels

When you cried, I had to cry because the pain I feel

I puffed the lye to get me high, it's do or die, so you alive still

Remember school days, we packin' goodies in our lunch packs

On the porch screamin' "Punch Buggy, no punch back"

I got your picture and your love in a separate case

**** could spit for Joe Blood, but they can't take your place

When I was hopeless, wasn't focused at the moment, you noticed

You was the oldest, but you still the man not to show it

I kept them lyrics in my head, a mastermind and poet

Spittin' nothin' but the raw in your heart, you know

How could this world be so cruel and just take you away?

I shed tears through the years 'cause you promised to stay

I pour out liquor every time your picture bop to my dome

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home

Kinda figured it was comin', but why so soon?

I wish I coulda stopped the blood from comin' out of your wound

I get the picture, you no longer with us, callin' my phone

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home

We went from bikes to wheelie stunts to lights and Phillie blunts

This life you really want when nights get really crunk

Sippin' Henny with many hoes on the semis with plenty fo'

They tempt me, I let it show, mines empty, you let it blow

Fell in love with this Blood shit, got me thuggin' and plumpin'

We were rugged, they couldn't cut it, wrong brothers to fuck with

Then we ride because the moonlight shines on us

My rearview caught a **** creepin', ready to bust

I hit the gas, begin to blast and then the glass get shattered

I let the shot back from the mag and then his ass had scattered

I'm hearin' heavy breathin', what's the reason?

I handed him a slug to his chest and now my man's bleedin'

And now I'm reachin' just to stop the leakin'

I'm prayin' to God, don't let him die on this weekend

So cold, that's what I'm told, then I begin to fold

A tear drop and then his heart stops, damn

How could this world be so cruel and just take you away?

I shed tears through the years 'cause you promised to stay

I pour out liquor every time your picture bop to my dome

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home

Kinda figured it was comin', but why so soon?

I wish I coulda stopped the blood from comin' out of your wound

I get the picture, you no longer with us, callin' my phone

I swear to God, I know I miss ya, just wish you were home