Waiting

I cry in my car

I cry when I want

All I have to do is just think about

The day that you told me I'm always sad

And you like my look

But I talk too much

It's just the sky is so damn beautiful

I feel like that deserves another look

But I wasn't nervous

And I wasn't angry

I was just so happy you were here at all

Fingers aching

Chest wide open

And I feel like you saw me

Like I never could see myself

When you told me

That there wasn't much left to bet

So you're waiting

To see if my hope will come back

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting

But look at us now

As big as a house

The one we used to drive past

Dream about the day it would be ours

It's time that I was on a plane

I'll be holding a drink

And thinking all I needed

Was some ultraviolet light into my veins

But I wasn't nervous

From all that dreaming

I was just so happy I could dream at all

'Cause in my dreams I'm usually laughing

And I feel like you saw me

Like I never could see myself

When you told me

That there wasn't much left to bet

So you're waiting

To see if my hope will come back

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting for it

And I'm sorry

If I never showed you enough

And you're sorry

That I'm still a diamond in the rough

So we're waiting

To see where the flood will come next

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting