Find Myself

How do I kill myself?

Or the parts that have been created to please?

And leave what's real, what still has meaning

I know it won't be enough for you

But it's out of my hands

I'm letting go

I'm so tired of

Not knowing who I'm supposed to be

I just want to find my way again

I'm so used up

From all that you ask from me

I just want to find myself again

How do I love myself?

With the constant reminder of all that I left behind

And it's all that you seem to want from me

I'm never enough for you

Well, it's out of my hands

I'm letting go

I'm so tired of

Not knowing who I'm supposed to be

I just want to find my way again

I'm so used up

From all that you ask from me

I just want to find myself again

What will it take

How many times do I

Have to break

Before you get it

I don't wanna be

What you remember

It's my sanity and happiness, it's not fucking about you

I'm so tired of

Not knowing who I'm supposed to be

I just want to find my way again

I'm so tired of

Not knowing who I'm supposed to be

I just want to find my way again

I'm so used up

From all that you ask from me

I just want to find myself again