Hurtful (feat. Shiki XO)

Hurtful You're so hurtful You run me round in circles Now my drinking went and spilled into the weeknights Off a tab getting lost in the streetlights I been looking for the real me I gave you secrets you just wanted to reveal me I got lost and I never found home I thought that it was you but I'm better off alone And I said I'd always be there but now you just tryna hurt me Maybe we should just go our own ways I know I said I'd always be there, now I'd have to disagree I was caught up in your traps and now I'm finally getting free You're so hurtful I don't wanna do this anymore I don't deserve you Thought that I'd be better off alone, turns out that hurts too And I don't wanna hurt you but I'm sorry I won't go through that again But nothing makes sense You said you'd stay gone when you left And you left me here I never guessed the one I love would be my death And now I'm broken, words we left unspoken Stuck inside my throat I'm choking Coke and Xans inside my nostrils These broken hands I know I lost her But I'm better off, at least that's what I'm telling myself I would rather die alone than keep on living in hell That's why I called, I want you to know I'm wishing you well But do you feel the same I never could tell 'Cause you're so hurtful I been looking for the real me I gave you secrets you just wanted to reveal me I got lost and I never found home I thought that it was you but I'm better off alone And I said I'd always be there but now you just tryna hurt me Maybe we should just go our own ways I know I said I'd always be there, now I'd have to disagree I was caught up in your traps and now I'm finally getting free Hurtful