Leap of Faith

I don't know where I'm at but it's time to go

I've got bats in my head, pressure building up slow

So don't even bother to say hello

Lights may be on, BUT THERE'S WAY TO GET OVER

I'm idling on empty in my world alone

My fortune of misfortune got me ready to blow

Motioned by my hate and I'm taking a stand

I've got a pocket full of bullets and there's two guns at my head

Can I get a victim? I could be the victim!

I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way

Raw cold hard ground below I'm laid

I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping

The only gift God branded me

Is this curse, that I carry on

I live inside a storm with no calm in the eye

I'm under the gun or I'm under the knife

Inside of my head there's a panic ensuing

I've tied myself in knots AND THERE'S NO ONE TO UNDO THEM

I'm praying for peace up in the clock tower shooting

My left half doesn't know what my right half is doing

Anxiety is building up inside my mind

All bags are stacking up but I'm just waiting here to die

Can I get a victim? I wanna be the victim!

I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way

Raw cold hard ground below I'm laid

I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping

The only gift God branded me

Is this curse, that I carry on

The Sun fades to black and the hope's becoming dimmer

There's a chill in my bones like the dead cold of winter

Confused and confronted by the man in the mirror

A sinner, a saint, a savior, or a killer?

I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way

Raw, cold, hard ground below I'm laid

I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping

The only gift God branded me

Rock cold, hard ground below I'm laid

The only gift God branded me

Is the curse that I carry