Depreshmode

I've been lookin' for my own personal Jesus Somethin' I could believe in A God of my understandin' A soft place for landin' Is there anybody out there Who can tell me where we go, and why I am scared? Is there an action to break this curse And free me while I'm still here on earth? 'Cause I've been livin' in mournin' I can't make it go away Don't know how long this time it'll stay Is the laughin' a warnin'? Is the laughin' a warnin'? I've seen all sides of my demons Shadow work takes believin' One sits in the corner and says sadly Go on, do it, I love you madly But in that action lies a curse, and I know I'd miss the Earth But it just keeps on naggin' I can't make it go away, don't know how long this time it'll stay It just keeps on laughin' It just keeps on laughin' Saw the finest minds of my generation Get high on their devastation Watched the darkness close in slowly Now they sleepwalk past me And in that action lies the end, God, I wish I had a friend But I know they're all sleepin' And I can't make it go away, don't know how long this time it'll stay It just keeps on laughin' Do you hear the laughin'?