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Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah Aye, aye, Grey and Burgundy, my fleece, yeah Eddie Brower, Expedition on the CC We on Cloverdale for Christmas next to beaches Been hours out of sight and couldn't ever reach ya I put the block on blacker business, four-I-P style I seen they building LLC's, all stars, I lease style I tip my hat to just a few to stay down for me Apologies for what you dealt with in the meanwhile I count my blessings in my bouquet, what I need now That bullshit never had me feeling like I need y'all And I still gon' show you love, I know that's pure love But we cashin' more than ever, shit ain't, shit ain't free It ain't like me to be that homie Second-guess, I love my best so much I still struggle Still want you, since destiny catered and now they cater us kindly I used to slave for a dollar and now I follow on blindly They break they back for they homies and never drink enough water She told me water's in lemon drops so I never did call her I'm fuckin' busy, I'm binging, my fuckin' mind got a spark I'm fuckin' lie to you daily before I'm left in the dark I fuckin' die 'bout these daydreams, don't never ask me to choose None of my L's was in lessons, I was just shakin' shit loose Hold up, I just started young, nigga, had to grow up Been ascending, bitch, I probably never blow up No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no I don't need no more, I don't need no more, I don't need no more Every move is not the end of Every check don't make you rich It's no excuse to trick off Had that right there for myself A reminder But past is in the past Bad and better days behind us I am never phased Well kinda I find a way Get nervous Like police behind us Aye I hope you know I never Never mind you Aye Even when it feel like time has gone away NMS in my strawberries Niggas couldn't tell me shit not snatchin' a ball from me I'ma put the shots up, I know they gon' go through Sometimes you gotta move around to get where you post to I take the girl to lesson because I know I'm worth better She don't know when to call me so she just call me a vessel You can't do all the stuntin' if you ain't puttin' the effort You wouldn't do all that talkin' if it really ain't matter so I feel nothing today I'm gone ball anyway It's in my veins I took no novocaine I'm just numb to the pain It's all the same As if it's no pain for me And it ain't no way for me And if it's no love in there Then it ain't no place for me I can't play it safe I need to caution type Ain't no yellow on me I did flaws today DND did not accept no calls today But she addressed me as the one that got away I can't deal with boy Fuck y'all be messy All this song you do not call me bestie Forever feels foreign it's not a realistic recipe Daddy like to linger but all he give it the best of me Drawn into the work it don't exist until you give it life I just level up with every venture I ain't missed a strike Down bad once I was down bad Reassessed the vision and I found that It's some energies all you can't be around that I don't even want the cheeks unless they bounce back I still manage though I got my baggage Green juice diet celery or cabbage I ain't feel nothing today (Ay-ay) I'm gone ball anyway It's in my veins (Ay-ay) I took no novocaine (Ay-ay) I'm just numb to the pain It's all the same As if it's no pain for me And it ain't no way for me And if it's no love in there Then it ain't no place for me I feel nothing today (Ay-ay) I'm gone ball anyway It's in my veins (Ay-ay) I took no novocaine (Ay-ay) I'm just numb to the pain It's all the same As if it's no pain for me And it ain't no weight for me And if it's no love in there Then it ain't no place for me Yo New York make some motherfucking noise if you in this I had to ask his wife to come out She said yes and that motherfucker is here tonight