Been Too Long

Wonder how much shit I wrote down you never broke down

My back used to be up against walls it’s on the ropes now

Fighting for that feeling we had in yo Laredo

Back when you saw the thorns on my crown more like a halo

My conscious punished me for the past while I was out there

Tryna ball bet you seen through the mask

Hope I ain’t being brash

If I say you coulda split it wit me girl you would see riches wit me

If you stuck around through the rags

My motivation these days is different I mostly be to myself

I don’t wanna spoil the couple things I prayed for and was gifted

Just peep the drive see how I stayed in my lane when they shifted

I knew that time could not erase where my destiny’s written

Right there next to these writtens

In my skin in my dna like the one that was risen

I’m out that grave and now more life is the only decision

I’m not alone in my plight

I want you along for the flight

Bouta take off in a minute

I dreamed it up

Changed out my lifestyle

New money nice house

I cleaned it up

And that seems enough

But one thing really on me I’m thinking of

In my sleep I see new scenes of us

Just you me Two rings no strings to cut

But I don’t know what you on

Do thinking of it make me wrong

And has it been too long

Still I got my eyes on the prize none else in sight just tunnel vision

If I got commas missing I don’t know

Who might come up missing

I don’t know who gone be there through it

Thought you would at one time

That got proven not to be so true

I got left halfway out my mind

Had to gather some things

Rearranging what really matter

Killed casual flings

Set the goal and saw nothing after

Had to take a risk

Bet on me cuz that’s where the wealth

Before you fantasize of them you should

dream of a better self

And that’s for real

I dreamed it up

Changed out my lifestyle

New money nice house

I cleaned it up

And that seems enough

But one thing really on me I’m thinking of

In my sleep I see new scenes of us

Just you me Two rings no strings to cut

But I don’t know what you on

Do thinking of it make me wrong

And has it been too long