Waiting For A Friend

I don't know how you got to me

This isn't who I want to be

I feel so awkward and so anxious

Every time I try to speak

And now it's almost like a dream

The way you used to look at me

We say it's not the end

But I feel like I'm waiting for a friend

We make the easy things seem hard

Rationing poison from the heart

I tried to save myself by putting up a wall

You ripped apart

And now it's almost like a dream

The way I changed the things I need

You don't have to break to bend

But I feel like I'm waiting for a friend

The moment I think I should leave

You give a tug back on the strings

Every reason I was angry

Disappears from memory

And now it's almost like a dream

The combination of the pain and

Ecstasy I get

When I feel like I'm waiting for a friend