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Frozen moments in time Stopped hourglass They predicate what you will know Dispositions lie within And so do we Don't want to run Don't want to hide Renounce the prayers for inspiration If you dictate what I will be Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary I feel the stares piercing So sorry to soil your precious eyes Reflections spoon-feed you The bitterness and disgust that is me If you choose to reach out to lend to me I'll chew off your hand I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change I'm in touch with myself All alone within myself All one Alone All one Alone Do what you will make it the whole of your law Burn down the faith that shadows life And take a deeper look inside of what shapes you Pull down the shades Internal lights can be blinding Brilliance I'm not begging for your fuckin' change I'm just begging for a fuckin' change Complacence quenched of me Lineage is ending I am that, once was me Rising upward, guts wrenching Sculpted cold, blistering Break the mold, sever me Cut your throat, be the martyr Bitter pills that we swallow Take me Chase me Swallow with me Know Now Know now Inside of truth Coming to Close to me Ground consumes and embraces me Me Me Me Born again I'm repositioning Self inside to self non-dimensional Lost to being I've recognized the cause Existence to come Alive now forever Born again I'm repositioning Self inside to self non-dimensional Lost to being I've recognized the cause Existence to come Alive now forever I am once was I am once was I am once was That is me I am once was I am once was I am once was That is me I'm broken altered vacillating force Round square corners circles dance around wet figures Prisoner of time I'm no more Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl Let bastards rot in time for all their evil Let bastards rot in time for all their evil Let bastards rot in time You aren't begging for a fuckin' change I'm not begging for a fuckin' change I found my own ways Take me to my own space Alive forever