Most Honest Liar

Well the trees out my window, they're bringing me down How they bend with the wind is so sad And the birds on the steeple, they're spreading the news But that news always sounds so bad Now I'm listening to voicemails from both of my parents They're just begging me to pick up the phone But I'd rather keep singing this song about nothing A nothing I love as my own I'm giving up, giving in, joining hands with my sins I want everyone to hold me accountable For all the jokes, no the lie, that I'm perfect inside 'Cause I'm green with desire I'm the angriest fire I am the most honest liar I am the most honest liar I keep picking up pencils, now I'm putting them down Yeah I guess I'm just not in the mood To search for a moral in some cliché drama Some intellect squashed into truth Now I'm listening to music by both of my idols And they're running out of new things to say So where's my salvation in this post-modern nation Yeah I want some new songs I can play I'm giving up, giving in, joining hands with my sins I want everyone to hold me accountable For all the jokes, no the lie, that I'm perfect inside 'Cause I'm green with desire I'm the angriest fire I am the most honest liar I am the most honest liar Well that's all she wrote, there's no good in explaining If you ask how it feels it just feels like I'm changing A bridge underwater and I still hold the handrail Shake hands with a goblin from a childhood folktale And I dance with the crooks at the back of the pool hall We raise up our glasses and we toast to our downfall I hop on the train to get back before nightfall 'Cause I won't give up, won't give in Won't join hands with my sins Giving up, giving in, joining hands with my sins I want everyone to hold me accountable For all the jokes, no the lie, that I'm perfect inside 'Cause I'm green with desire I'm the angriest fire I am the most honest liar I am the most honest liar