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Not Surprised
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Not Surprised was released on April 2, 2019 by Not Surprised as a part of the album Not Surprised - Single
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Release DateApril 2, 2019
LabelNot Surprised
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Teras
Teras
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Vnthxny
Vnthxny
Producer

Lyrics

Everybody notice me
But they don't really give me any focus
I am broken
I've been sleeping with the locusts
Put my body in the dirt because I'm hopeless
I will never get a notice
Till I'm loaded
And piled up with the roses
I am not surprised you hate me
Deteriorating Devastated
Domination and hatred
I'm awake but I'm fading
Entire body is aching
Im waking up and then wasting
Another day in the basement
I hate this
I'm better off when I'm sleeping
I'm better off when I'm leaving
In bed so often I'm greiving
Can't pull myself from these demons
I lay awake but I'm dreaming
Too angry to know my feelings
I'm too depressed to have meaning
My heart is shattered in pieces
It's blackened and it's been screaming
For treatment
I cannot leave it
But I also can't get deeper
It's seeping in giving seizures
I'm leaving life like a leak or I'm sucking love like a leech
Determine my fate
Before I walk in and terminate
Every person that made me hate
Myself and my life it's hell
Duck before i bust a shell
Stuck in a corpse of dermis and blood cells
Cut me open blood gush out
Take me over and cuff down
My brain has had enough now
Shut down
The sound
Of breath cause I've been let down
By humans and the planet
I'm never standing back up now
Brain is manic depressive
Cannibal sessions
Panicked confessions
Right at the force of a cannon
Lost and abandoned
Tossed in the chasm
Of thoughts I can't fathom
Often I crash in
Depression I'm snapping
Left in the dark without a hand to hold
Unstandable
I can unload
On anyone that ban my tone
I'll make em unfold
And fall on the floor
I put this all in the flows
All my anger and sadness
Hang with the baddest
Metal heads and metal bats
That'll bash in the back of the maxilla
You ain't half as tough
You can back it up
Cut the sacrum up
And then bag it up
Fill em with everything that I got
Put em in acid the bodies will rot
I been feeling dead
So I know what I gotta do
I will not stop till I'm off in a box
Under morning dew
When I'm gone you better not be mourning too
I will not be happy so I'm wasting time until I'm torn in two
Written by: Teras
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