Paranoia (feat. Ty Jackson & Mike Overstreet)

If I stand alone it's cause I'm teaching a lesson I disappeared cause I needed direction I take my time with the album I believe in perfection I need Jesus I needed I acceptance I'm being completed Perfect tense in the present A perfect ending to my story just might ruin a lesson No my watch ain't rolley, I got a budget As for the money, ain't even tryna discuss it Another locked up homie Oh you gotta love it I do it for everybody who doesn't I'm staying humble it wouldn't make any sense if I wasn't Said I do it for everybody who doesn't You said you would never fold You started to coil on the way You said don't ever trade the money for your soul You let it destroy you on the way New Heat no spoil on the way Everybody ain't loyal on the way Nothing but poison and paranoia on the way And it still ain't perfect The picture never perfect no Never to an artist I don't believe in perfection regardless Life ain't picture perfect no That's why I go my hardest Knock me down I get back up regardless Knock me down I get back up regardless I been manufacturing new heat no spoil On the back burner like some left over oil Thanks to Nat Turner I was born with paranoia I been keeping to myself a lot of people ain't loyal Snakes in the grass eating off my own soil They say I'm cynical, please don't question me if I saw you I reach my pinnacle Letting jealousy turn to poison and paranoia Focus on the support and I block the rest Listen to my beloved and I watch the rest This is not a drill this is not a test Yeah I confess that I've suppressed A lot of me They say life is a game of chess or monopoly Either way I ain't playing properly A lot of funny looks they tried to treat me like some property I say that I'm the man because I gotta be Another opportunity another Puppeteer Don't come to my community cause ain't no puppets here Everybody with me tryna hit that upper tier Everybody with me tryna live another year Everybody with me saying rap ain't a career Ain't even stressing you know I got it covered there I Stuck with the vision I know you See how I'm living The father watching over me Ain't no discussion here The picture never perfect no Never to an artist I don't believe in perfection regardless Life ain't picture perfect no That's why I go my hardest Knock me down I get back up regardless Knock me down I get back up regardless You said you would never fold You started to coil on the way You said don't ever trade the money for your soul You let it destroy you on the way New Heat no spoil on the way Everybody ain't loyal on the way Nothing but poison and paranoia on the way And it still ain't perfect You said you would never fold You started to coil on the way You said don't ever trade the money for your soul You let it destroy you on the way New Heat no spoil on the way Everybody ain't loyal on the way Nothing but poison and paranoia on the way And it still ain't perfect