I'm Sorry

I’m sorry

I feel like I should die

I’m not Mind

You were so kind

But I broke your heart

One of the dumbest

Mistakes in my life

To my beautiful ex

Our memories appear in the dark

I just wanna restart

Feels like a withdrawal

I wanna best my head

Against this fucking wall

All them miss calls

When I was breaking your heart

We needed to be apart

All I did was bring you harm

But here you are

Helping me though my darkest time

And still have no decent rhyme

All I did was make you feel hopeless

Sorry for saying my emotions

Need an easy out

I need to take the clip out

The gun slowly rising to my face

Like the devil playing games

I feel so ashamed

You’ll find someone really great

Some to relieve all this pain

I’m sorry for what I made you

I’m sorry

I feel like I should die

I’m not in the right mind

You were so kind

But I broke you down

Brought you to my cell

This living hell

To my amazing friends

You helped me through everything

I thank you for that

I know you said text you

When I’m going through shit

But I can’t explain this

I fucked up real bad

And I can’t take it

I know it sounds like a

Pitty party but it’s how I feel

I’m tried but can’t sleep

Starring at the ceiling

At 3 in the morning

Wondering what to write

Overthinking will kill me

It will be a miracle if I ever make it to 25

I don’t wanna text you anymore

Feeling like I’m laying all

My problems on your chest

I can’t take it and

I don’t think I can make it

The exits right there

At the end of this barrel

I’m just a weak coward

This is my goodbye

I’ll see you in awhile