L Fin

It's the start of starting over, begin again Don't blame the blotter you'd been warned to stay away Now your brain feels hotter, boilin' all the excess fluid away Your ego melts today Fresh from the ashes reborn from the dust Realized my wicked ways weren't taking me up Restructured, and rearranged my life so I could change The strange and the deranged, to focus and maintain Looked at my reflection pointed out the blemishes Pros cons and benefits, advancements and settlements Bounced back from the bottom straight to the top Crabs in the bucket grabbing me, still refusing to stop Every yard counts on the field, I'm tryin to score Every step I take feeds the hunger, I want more Stop being a cog in the system, stuck to the floor I'd rather be in the Caribbean on the shore Levelin' up, stayin' blessed ain't no devil in us, your bullshit not measuring up Artificial ingredients, fake lifestyles And trolls is all they feedin' these days but they don't feed my soul The emerald leaves in fall turn over The emerald leaves in fall turn over It's the start of starting over, it never ends Revival, return from what I thought was the end In a spiral, no control just flow in the wind To survival, sun sets but I rise again Arrival, the day that my life begins It's clear that they want you to succumb to your fears You're ugly up in the air but you're fine right here Don't believe everything that you hear 'Cause Claudius tryin' to pour that poison up in your ear I veered off the path where many stumbled and crashed Rose from the valley I'm up the mountain at last Some will stall, to fall in the winter, bumblin' fast Heat it up to spring into action foot in your ass To my surprise my Timb boot came out clean, the greatest comeback that you've seen I burned out but the train didn't lose no steam, feel as if I just hopped out a dream So climb back up, brush the dirt off your shoulders Rinse out the cracks in your mind. You're growing up, that's fine, but no sense in getting older Just try to keep that spark alive Ya gotta keep that spark alive Don't let the microwaves cook you alive