I'm Still Here

I wanna hear your voice say my name With I love you right after Picture me and you, in a vehicle, filling silence with laughter Picture me and you in the future right With no filter right Just chillin, nights spent thinking, "damn, is this it?" I've been thinking 'bout a future And this might be to soon But we could start the rest of our lives I'd spend my life with you I've spent a lot of time thinking How to say these words to you And honestly I don't know how, so look Fuck what your man said I'm the man sayin it now And if he said you wasn't worth it Then I guess he wasn't worthy Cause you're a prize in my eyes And I'm glad he didn't see it Cause my visions a little clearer I think about you when I'm breathing And our generation makes it easy These nice words could get me far So let me take it one step further Let me work for who you are Don't let me in because I'm funny, or I'm cute, or make you smile Let me prove to you I'm good for you, and I'm here to stay sometimes I think our generation makes it easy But I'm hardworking like this Brick by brick I'll learn your walls Before I break through them and if You don't know it yet You know it now You're a universe inside A vessel for nirvana God poured himself inside I couldn't dismiss God if I tried When you are living and breathing proof How could I not believe When I see God in you I miss you I miss you So hard to bear that you're not there Constantly touching my hair Come back when you care for me But when I'm all alone in my room I find my thoughts follow you My mind is runs circles around the fact you walked away The fact you didn't stay despite the things you used to say See, I gave you my time, and you sat me in a waiting room And I waited for you, for a second past forever A second chance is what I wanted But what you wanted wasn't me Said you didn't want a relationship I didn't know you meant with me I miss the with you in my everything The with you in my head The with you one those movie dates The with you with your friends The one with the problems and she'd never stop talking With or without you I promise I still miss you from within And everytime I see you, you look better Why you doin' this to me? Seems like you moved on And I'm moving slowly Seems like you're doing fine And I'm still here Then you went and fell in love And I'm still here Can I ask Did he find the pieces of you I've held on to That part of your youth, when's the last time you felt youthful? That part of your smile only I know, cause you know and I know I'm the reason for it And for it I'd walk four decades around this earth backwards Just to hear your voice say my name with I love you right after