Love to See Me Fail

I know you love to see me fail Love to see me fail First you blame it on the look Now you blame it on the fame But the only thing that's changed Is I'm finally gettin' paid I know you love to see me fail Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail Back when I was up in school You didn't wanna hang Now you see me in the street And you tell me I'm the man You love to see me down You thought that I was out When I'm in the dirt They like to kick me to the ground So I breathe slow 'til I can't feel 'Til the pain in my mind it kinda heals I been on a rollercoaster lately I don't even know if all I see is real I don't even know if what I feel is real I don't even know what is really happening Got a couple friends that I keep on asking Sometimes I feel like I'm the latest fashion Sometimes I feel like that I'm not in fashion Guess I've grown to hate all that Sometimes I feel like all I need is rapping It kinda feel like I might need some help Working overtime for like someone else I don't really like nobody else I don't really like nobody else I know you love to see me fail Love to see me fail First you blame it on the look Now you blame it on the fame But the only thing that's changed Is I'm finally gettin' paid I know you love to see me fail Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail I really love my ma I'm proud to be her son Better brother to my sister She don't need another one But she's got three That's not including me Feel like the Queen's Guard When we're walking down the street So I breathe slow so that I can remember Growing up was hard, especially November I don't know how I been coping, baby Hoping this plan would just come together No one by my side through the coldest weather I don't even know what is really happening Got a couple friends that I keep on asking Sometimes I feel like I'm the latest fashion Sometimes I feel like that my heart is crashing And I can't really handle that Sometimes I feel like I ain't really happy Kinda feel like I may be living in Hell Looking at myself, feel like someone else I don't really like nobody else I don't really like nobody else I know you love to see me fail Love to see me fail First you blame it on the look Now you blame it on the fame But the only thing that's changed Is I'm finally gettin' paid I know you love to see me fail Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail Woah-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah, you love to see me fail