Look at all those fucks I gave

Pulled teeth I've been trying to save

A liability I'll still waive

Because I carried you halfway

Took apart the mess I've made

No matter how clean I have been

I get stuck again

I'm becoming the quicksand

I think it's starting to sink in

Hollowed out

Reinflated, a borrowed second wind

Soaked in your doubt

Always coughing up your intentions

Dragged from the lake that I drowned in

Left it the way that I found it

How fucking far do I have to go out of my mind to find a place you haven't been?

How fucking hard do I have to crash to shake the black box loose?

Get me off your grid

It only takes the slightest shift

To dent, break, or drop this fragile freight

But there was only empty here

There was only hate

And you were only testing the echo

Slipped out the back door

You burned through the patience I had brought

Backed down again

The coward I've been

Smart enough to know I've lost

Smooth out the surface

Back to the bliss, I built alone

Staircase wit won't even give a shit

Forget about you getting high as fuck at home

I'm stuck