It's Not Easy (feat. Grace Lightman)

I can't save it for myself

I just don't know how to feel

When I'm searching for myself

It's a disappearing act

I can't save it for myself

I just don't know how to feel

When I'm searching for myself

It's a disappearing act

It's not easy

But that's the way it's supposed to be

To know self worth you battle with uncertainty

Sacrifice the memory you never made

Sacrifice the memory for today

But all I need is the guarantee

'Cause time's been moving on alone without me

And all I want is the will to carry on

Something's going wrong

And I'll be damned if I let it take control of me

Take control of me

Take control of me

Take control of me

I can't save it for myself

I just don't know how to feel

When I'm searching for myself

It's a disappearing act

I can't save it for myself

I just don't know how to feel

When I'm searching for myself

It's a disappearing act

And all I need is the guarantee

'Cause time's been moving on alone without me

And all I want is the will to carry on

Something's going wrong

And I'll be damned if I let it take control of me

Take control of me

Take control of me

Take control of me