Home (feat. Lokust Luciano)

I'm too old for this Been around this broken dump For way too long Left my home for this Starry eyed It's no surprise Things went wrong... Another spoon flops Another heart stops Another wasted life Another tear drop Another year passed by The pain won't stop Waiting for the day he comes back But there is no knock So lost His pops gave him the hold off He only wanted the comfort of his role model His mom's gone Alive But on the pill bottle He hits the gas to smash He's going full throttle Now on the streets alone Like he a grown man Now through the nights he roams All through the black sand Last stand but darn And now he getting tired He in a jam but ran And now he really wired Yeah And he exhausted from the last zone The last road Everything that he has gone A sad song Feeling like he all alone Gave himself a quick little jab And now he coming home Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home I'm struggling to find my perspective I can feel that there's tension And you're often defective I tried to call a couple times Guess you ain't get the message The last time that we talked Things got so aggressive Tragic turn of events Man I had no choice I felt with legs like mine That I had no voice You don't understand all this pain i felt All these years that's passed and I still blame myself But I can only be me I can't be no one else You should make that shit a meme And I would caption myself I doubt you'd respond if I sent you a text You avoid a mother fucker like I owe you a debt In a room full of people I still feel so alone I'm sorry that I'm different That's the burden I own All I see is this road I'm walking In the cold growing old But I promise when the time comes And you need me the most Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home Yeah, I let the pen leak To paint a certain picture And let my voice be heard So now I'm ridin' with ya Sidin' with ya Blowing trees and gliding with ya Took her to the free let her blow And now I'm signing pictures Yeah But my past don't glorify it Story time I hit you with a storied rhyme I'm soaring high Up into the morning sky Anyone that says any different Just know they telling lies Yeah But my struggles i get through And the fact is I miss you And it only stops the demons within From trying to diss you And rip you in two versus getting blown I just wish that you would finally see your wrongs I've had mine The sad times That face is gone Bad times were my fault And I see my wrongs Pain hides it i don't die and I took a loss Ropes tied jump real high see what it cost Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm coming home