Codependency

Cannot sleep, cannot think Demons eating away at me High on Xanax, I'm a fiend I can't reach the in between Squint your eyes, watch the beam Shut the lights out so you see You're not what you're meant to be You just take your wants from me And it hurts so bad When you take from me And it hurts so bad When you cannot see And it hurts so bad When I watch you bleed But I'm just as bad as you When I'm alone too I wanna die inside I convince myself I'm fine But now that I can see It's just my codependency Cannot sleep, cannot think Demons eating away at me High on Xanax, I'm a fiend I can't reach the in between Squint your eyes, watch the beam Shut the lights out so you see You're not what you're meant to be You just take your wants from me Screaming that you want to die While you throw my stuff outside Clinging to your lifeless skin Pleading just to let me in Now, I'm passed out on the floor Fled the country, now I'm poor High in my spare time Convince me that I'm fine Please, just speak to me Please, just say you need me Please, just speak to me Please, just say you love me Tell me that you'll be alright So, I won't have to deny That it all in me That is my codependency Cannot sleep, cannot think Demons eating away at me High on Xanax, I'm a fiend I can't reach the in between Squint your eyes, watch the beam Shut the lights out so you see You're not what you're meant to be You just take your wants from me