Wandering away again
I can feel the heat
It is rising in my mind
In my heart, in my soul
But not my body
Holing my subconsciousness
Over by the piano
Away from the windows
The boarded windows, out of sight
And out of mind
I can't hide
Access denied
Fantasize
All condemnation
Vaporized
For now I'll hide my own life
With access denied
Don't wait up for me
I can feel it coming
The moment of panic
The moment of truth
Of clarity
I swallow too much fast food
Caught up in between
The selfish and the selfless
Sides of me
Who deserves to be
Eternally happy? Me or her...
Oh no
Access denied
Fantasize
All condemnation
Vaporized
And now I'll hide my own life
With access denied
