Anxiety

Man this shit is getting real This shit is getting worse Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt They took my fucking brother left him lying in the dirt I feel them coming after me it got me on alert Man this shit got me thinking In my head I'm always fighting demons Man the devil always scheming But God never let him get between us I look up to the sky and I pray Giving me the strength just to make it through the day Blessed wit some friends all solid no shake And I pray to God that our bonds don't break And I'm Overthinking got me feeling like an earthquake It's like I can't breath I got PTSD Being out there in them streets Memories of blood running down the concrete When I think I'm free life knock me off my feet I never ask for help if I do they think I'm weak Never wanted beef I just wanna spread peace I wanna stack this money call the gang and have a feast Ima Always hold it down no I ain't ever gon leave Man this shit is getting real This shit is getting worse Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt They took my fucking brother left him lying in the dirt I feel them coming after me it got me on alert I feel them trynna get me lined But I'm toting on this 40 so they waisting hella time Staying focused on my grind I know that ima make it cuz I'm one of a kind Anxiety is after me I need some peace of mind I wanna stay ahead no I don't wanna fall behind And all that negativity and fake it gets declined I know that he a Chauncey I can see it in his eyes The weed it be distracting me I'm always getting fried Cuz when I'm sober all I think about is when I'm finna die My family believe in me they say my future bright I'm smoking on this gas it got me floating like a kite Man this shit is getting real This shit is getting worse Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt They took my fucking brother left him lying in the dirt I feel them coming after me it got me on alert