**** you got me numb

Feel like it's fake love all around me thought it was only us

I ain't been feeling none

Right back in my feels every time I think of cuz Auntie had to bury a son

Hearing my brothers crying

I couldn't even fight it and be there for my thugs

Usually I be strong and when im alone that's when the river flood

If I go out spinnin I ain't trippin

**** you know we blood

Now you gone that damage done

Missing you

Seen all of our **** cried

Shit got me filled with rage

Can't say the last I smiled

I ain't never felt this type of pain

Heart going pound for pound

**** don't play these type of games

They know how we get down

Opps watching all my pages like I won't drop lo **** pull up pop out

Hot and ready you can call me lil Caesar

**** im trained to rock out

Living in this life ion care if I die I bare too many scars

Silent battles ion never talk about just make my ocean larger

Twin give me a sign

Tell me we gone take it farther

Saying this get easier so why everyday it's harder Thinking about you got my chest feeling like it's under water

**** you got me numb

Feel like it's fake love all around me thought it was only us

I ain't been feeling none

Right back in my feels every time I think of cuz Auntie had to bury a son

Hearing my brothers crying

I couldn't even fight it and be there for my thugs

Usually I be strong and when im alone that's when the river flood

If I go out spinnin I ain't trippin

**** you know we blood

Now you gone that damage done

**** you was like my brother

One fall then we all fall know it's one call if you in trouble

Whole gang ain't even been close and that hurt me most if I just be honest

Now you gone and it's just sad songs and memories of each other

This shit can't be life

Ain't no way to make it right

I relapsed one more time for my dawg let's pour up over ice

Spinning the bend again just me and lil bro ain't tryna drop a price

Doing this shit myself ain't mad at a **** who ain't ready for this life

Say that I got the drop I expect you to drop everything won't say it twice

Don't be in this for the hype

Don't do it period **** if you ain't serious ****

Left me with a heavy heart

**** you got the gang cold

Got you tatted on my face I never thought this day would come