Tired II

These apartment walls

Can't hear me call for change

Watch my stupid face

As I repeat the same routine again

And I shake my head

And I go back to bed

Have a little faith

Back to crying in public again

As stubborn as I am

I know I can hold on

Hoping they will understand

that I leave so many things unsaid

I know I can

I aspire to be a dream

to wake up be pristine

But it's whatever man

They've got a new dog now

And I could never be the last to cross the finish line

so I run myself out

Have a little faith

Back to crying in public again

As stubborn as I am

I know I can hold on

Hoping they will understand

that I leave so many things unsaid

I know I can

And I obsess again

I get stuck on things

I know it's gross

I can't let things go

And I hope that when I die

they won't remember what I'm like

That I'm absurd

And that I'm hurt

And just so tired