Sinkable

See me like who? Fading away Listen to every word that I say Feel like I'm running towards something I don't. know what it is But it is messing my brain, yeah Wishing you hit my phone Heard that you got the throne I'm just falling apart And send me a text Please do, but don't I won't Let your actions hold me down You lied you said you'd stay But where are you now Bet your future is on the ground Soon I'll rise up and touch the sky Last dress, mad stress You won't take anymore of what I give I'm ex, you got your next Now I'm down for real I'm a clown for real I drown my sorrow in pain I think of ways to get you back in vain now "It's okay now" Said a lie, you smile You leave me for the last time I guess this was out last time but You be making my dreams my worst nightmares By appearing like it's all back, it's all there I'm done with this I can't sleep Cause' I don't wanna' wake up My dreams will get me thinking bout' our break up Won't face it Living lone can't replace it Deep in my mind you'll haunt me and I can't change it Hysterical, terrible If you come back, miracle Tell me when you look in the mirror Is the mirror cold? You're the first and the last one to hurt me No you don't like the spotlight Oh but you've earned it I won't Let your actions hold me down You lied you said you'd stay But where are you now Bet your future is on the ground Soon I'll rise up and touch the sky Cause' now I got a hole in my chest like My mind is floating away We, ruined now Past, ruins now You're up for the fight if you want it back Got my mind on the ones that ain't going back So I'm a fall back And you couldn't find others ones that would call back You talking bout' throwbacks I'm running away from whatever you start up And Imma' decline whenever you call up I'd fall for your bullshit if I was younger Coming from someone who still has the hunger Stack missed calls from an unknown number Damn I wonder, what a wonder Took a month til' you'd come back from your slumber Hit you back when nights get longer Don't need shit from you any longer And your friends tell me that I was the one yeah All you said coming someone who is sorry I offered big time But you done let me down in a hurry Now you're a criminal Digital messages saying it's critical It's a miracle Cause' you came back But all my feelings they were sinkable