These Days

These days I feel like my feelings on replay We broke up but steady I'm feeling the same way What do i do I'm fucked in the mind I'm trying to heal it wasting my time These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart You promised that you'd never let me go Been tryna get that that bag I've Been tryna build a home You left me 1in this ship all alone I can feel all of this shit in my bone Catch the dip in my tone And mama steady warned me bout you Mama said emotions steady gonna screw you And yes I saw this coming, was ignoring all the clues Well i guess it's all my fault, that I ended up the fool Now I'm just a mess Heartbroken a nigga in distress Feeling I can't get off of my chest I wish you just tell me it's a test These days I feel like my feelings on replay We broke up but steady I'm feeling the same way What do i do I'm fucked in the mind I'm trying to heal it wasting my time These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart I just wanna, free my mind of these emotions To hold to my sanity I hold on to the posions I've been tryna break up the resistance I've been tryna get the bag So I can free my mind of these decisions But My sheet still hold the scent of your colonge How do I let go of all the seeds that I have sown And all plans for the future always had you in the fixture We were heading to the top but you fucked it up You left me in the picture Got me locking Got me tripping off Changing up my squad Your friends I cut em off Now I'm cold as fuck Tryna stay on top Cause I would not what you did drive me mental These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart These days I'm tryna be alone These days I lock the doors no Picking up my phone These days I'm smiling when it hurts Shaking off the dirt These days I'm shutting down my heart