Overboard

Bleeding red and feeling blue I am whole in this space for two Still at arms length away from you And it'll stay that way 'long as I dream of you 'Long as you feel this way I can't shake it 'Long as you breathe the same I try to erase me How do I leave this out when I see that you're changing How do you see us now how can I leave you out I know you can see me derailing Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing I'm the one overboard I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard Derailing derailing going overboard Ailing and ailing I'm overboard I'm overboard Free these hands I'm feeling lost stuck in the middle Treading on open water and I ain't getting no signals No ain't been coming through what we've been doing ain't my type of committal I've been losing faith in you for a while now little by little I guess I'm just taken back by your reaction That lack of urgency and absence of attraction Go ahead keep letting me fall and quit the retraction Keep keep on letting me fall wish I'd lose it all I know you can see me derailing Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing I'm the one overboard I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard Derailing derailing going overboard Ailing and ailing I'm overboard I'm overboard Derailing I'm ailing I'll have as many drinks as I want Inhaling inhaling many drinks as I want I've been staring at this blank page about an hour now like non stop Detailing how I'm overboard and now sinking fast as a rock Derailing derailing don't keep me close I'm all cool Inhaling inhaling fingers crossed I might act a fool Leave me just as you do Because I know I've been overboard and it's all because of you