When n***** really eating another n**** meal shouldn't excite you hoe

In anyway other than to motivate you to get another meal you hoe ass n****

N***** gotta worry bout life, family, money, bitches, police, the system ain't no room left for no hoe ass n****

P A I S A I

Pray About It

Stay About It

They turning the world into a cemetery everyday it's RIP's

From our teens to our queens

The matriarchs and patriarchs tryna crack the scheme

This shit like a bad dream where everything is what it seems

I'm going through a bunch of shit I'm tryna learn a lesson from

Conflicts with religion make me question who my blessings from

Never met my moms pops then he died from alcohol

That's the shit that made me put that bottle down after all

It's been my downfall I got stand up in it

Whole world going crazy so I be blammed up in it

7 people one apartment we was crammed up in it

Ain't no friends in this shit gotta keep yo fam uplifted

I seen my destiny shifting solely off of commitment

You can only live with regrets if you regret that you living

I traded nickels and pennies for blue 100's with interest

Sometimes it's hard to get to it when that depression be hitting

I pray you get out that bed when yo anxiety lifting

Be comfortable in yo' truth even when society isn't

Cause' they gon put on act but we all knowing it's scripted

I seen some n***** duckin fade and try to hide behind clippers

I seen n***** who hate them try to hide behind scripture

Some of these bitches be loyal a lot of these hoes be flippers

Had some give me they number while they was out with they n****

I see our ancestors message but my reply won't deliver

Before I settle for big I'ma go manifest bigger

It ain't fair to my bitch but she know my intentions

Think I be texting other bitches when I just be writing lyrics

We both ain't where we wanna be but she good for my spirit

We losing people left and right

So you stay In the middle n****

I remember we was lil n*****

Skirtin up on bikes

Some n***** had they issues with us

But if they ever pressed it it was up shit we could fight

Now a bunch cops killing n***** using n***** killing n***** tryna make that shit alright

But I never heard of n***** killing n***** just cause they was n***** that's the biggest difference in this fight

See I got crip homies

I got blood homies

Who got love for me

Got plug homies

Who got drugs for me

Couple hoes on me

Pay stubs for me

Ask me bout my mental how I'm doing before you telling me how you want something

Need something

Ain't light about no threats my kids need me I'll bleed something

N***** with me stitch lipped they ain't never seen nothing

Ain't got no conversation for no whack ass crackers

I'm done explaining why my Black ass matters

Some shit I can't make up

Everyday I wake up

I see another baby boys sentenced

Either to a prison or a victim

Either way we in a system that don't really give a fuck about n*****

And baby I'm drained

I seen too much pain

I won't ever be the same

Baby I'm drained

We dying over change

And we hoping that it change

But baby I'm drained

I'm drained

Tryna fight the tears now

But baby I'm drained

I'm drained

Face all my fears now

But baby I'm drained