I got a lot of shit on my mind, man

A lot of things that I'm dealing with

Trying to express that

It's troubling

It's time to let go of that baggage

Let it out, then let it go

Mama do hate me, dad tolerates me

Family be shady, trauma built up and it's driving me crazy

Handling all these emotions alone, amazing how I'm still standing strong

Dad is a drunk and I can't seem to save him, mom is long gone with a **** that's shady

I want to face him, really erase him. I am a **** that's built up on hatred

Got so much shit going on, man

Got so much shit going on, man

Somebody help me, please

Help me, please

Why did my mama abandon her son

Ignoring the phone, and what have I done

My family is wrong, for them I am shunned

Expressing myself ignoring my pleas all is not well

As it may seem, through this mirror I try and glean

Posting a smile, inside I'm broken

So many tears I could fill up the ocean

God damn it, man

I'm trying to fucking unpack all this shit

God damn it, God

Damn it, I swear to God

So, so much baggage

So much

Letting go is essential for your growth

We all face our own demons

Have our own trauma

I hear all that

Let it shape you into the best version of yourself

I get it, but..

It's tough

It's just..

15 to 20 years of pain

Continuous pain

Continuous hurt

Mama act crazy, I think she hates me

Choosing a **** over her babies

Really got messed up priorities lady

A part of the pain that I have lately

Dreamed of his murder, and wished he would die

So you could feel what I feel inside

Laying alone, crying inside

Wishing for hugs and watery eyes

Yet you here, living a lie

Cutting off ties

Family estranged to you it's okay

Absentee mother, don't want us no way

No sense of regret for you anyways

You never seem to own your mistakes

It's all our fault, your way or no way

Give us the shoulder, I swear it's okay

But when he is gone

Will you survive

Or will you just fade

You living a lie, and that is okay

Reflecting these days, don't need you no way

I'm seeking peace, now stay away

I'm living free while you are caged

It's really gonna take me some time

To unpack all this

It's gonna take me a lot of time to unpack it all

I don't even know where to get started at

What is your heart telling you

Where do you think you could start

My heart

My heart is dead set on

Revenge