Misery

I'd like to live In the moment Where my thoughts are still And focused To care And comfort With only kindness As my guide But nothing ever Goes my way To be hurt And lonesome And wish to try it again This time for sure I've held back My emotions Too long, too hard to feel Too real All to live Strongly Because nothing, oh nothing Can stand in my way As long as my heart Is in the right place I'll use my misery To live strongly