My Demons

So whenever I wrote this song- um! I was 15 years old and I was in a really, really bad place mentally and I felt like the only thing I had was music, I didn’t have any friends I didn’t have any family that knew what I felt and so I had showed my mom and she wanted me to perform it on my 16th birthday , so I performed it for my entire family and kids were screaming, the adults weren’t paying attention and I felt like that was my moment to

give them what I felt like was a cry for help, and nobody noticed! And in the middle of the song I remember I started crying and nobody knew why I was crying , and it just sucks because it was something that I had to fight by myself for a long time and nobody understood so I tried to do it through music and so that’s why I wrote this song

My demons are the ones that I talk to, when the world is asleep

My demons are the ones that I talk to, when no one else believes in me

My demons are the ones that I talk to, late at night

My demons are the ones that I talk to, when I’m not feeling alright

why does nobody understand, why won’t anybody take my hand

why does everyone break my heart, friendships are ruined right from the start,

by the time someone comes, it will be too late my demons they’ve already

opened the gate, I will be taken to where I’m understood going to a place

where no one should, only for the darkest of minds , I knew this would come

And it’s my time

My demons are the ones that I talk to, when I’m feeling lonely

My demons are the ones that I talk to, 'cause they’re the only ones that know me

My demons are they come late at night, my demons they come late at night

My demons they are my own mind, 'cause I am my demons and my demons are I

All in my mind!