I'm fucking crazy, but not in a fun way
Got no quirky rom-com eccentricities
Just insecurities and self-hatred
Go ahead ask anyone I've dated
They'll all say it's fun until it all falls apart
I break down, we break up and they break my heart
I don't know how to get myself in control
I don't know how to break this cycle
And I feel like I'm holding onto better days
Hanging onto past times, best lives, before they all went away
But when they ask me "how are you?" I know what they mean so I say
That I'm good 'cause I should hide all my thoughts 'cause it's not okay to say that I'm not
'Cause I know better than to talk about depression
Lest I look like I'm looking for attention
Like it's wrong to cry for help when it's needed
House is on fire, hope and pray the neighbors see it
Lower lips torn to bits, snapping rubber bands on wrists
All we do to try to get by and keep quiet
Go ahead and wince if I put too fine a point on it
Let me assure you I can't cut myself on it
And I feel like I'm holding onto better days
Hanging onto past times, best lives, before they all went away
But when they ask me "how are you?" I know what they mean so I say
That I'm good 'cause I should hide all my thoughts 'cause it's not okay to say that I'm not
And I feel like I'm holding onto better days
Hanging onto past times, best lives, before they all went away
But when they ask me "how are you?" I know what they mean so I say
That I'm good 'cause I should hide all my thoughts 'cause it's not okay to say that I'm not
And I feel like I'm holding onto better days
Hanging onto past times, best lives, before they all went away
But when they ask me "how are you?" I know what they mean so I say
That I'm good 'cause I should hide all my thoughts 'cause it's not okay to say that I'm not
