Love You.

I'm a imperfectly made Madly in love, Insane Nigga, who's rage has been caged Tryna find purpose in pain I catch myself when I fall I'm always looking over my shoulder at all times A sun that don't shine I'm asking Are you catching my punchlines? I'm punching out, but working almost 24/7 Constant stress over blessings My attitude needs some checking and Altitudes too high in seconds I got secrets, and my demons telling angels to forget them I need a Team, to scared to ask for help but whole T, I thought my tank was full it's on E Abomination, bombing nations sacred sacrifice, for the M's I'm chasing I'm fully loaded, like a shotgun barrel She crush spirit and my soul, I felt it to my bone marrow Fuck it and My chances of recovery are narrow Bunny baby, I'm just search for a Bonnie, like Clyde barrow Who needs a sword to stab, I'm shooting fucking arrows I need Dinero I'm Robert, robbing give me all you got, sticking up Craving love from false innocence It's sucks Imperfect love Don't go breaking my heart On a new wave but you all can keep the du-rags Rather keep my knaps, Because ya shawty like to grab them Unabashedly adamant, that these rappers I'm better then Actually, the Shepard of these lying men Tame that proud and laugh at them Saying you can rap wit us? Blasphemous I'm her main man, yawl some motherfucking scavengers Bro said write sum Man they still not fucking with us I said fasho, its just because I love you on god No, it don't mean that I trust you I'm just tryna get to fucking Boy not tryna waste these rubbers It ain't no need for discussion Nah Nah Since I last seen you been a minute yea my hair done grew some inches I'm that nigga Now she feening Yah Yah Won't go through another grave mistake Not tryna be a burden, not sure if we even worth the wait In for a kiss she started leaning There's panic all in my breathing, swear I could barely believe it Don't go breaking my heart Villainous rough loving spirit Through these words written now make sure you fucking feel this Just like I'm making love to love Cuz I'm Cumming different God can witness the destruction of heart, I'm Fina pierce it Mend it up with truth and then rehab till pain is missing I'll tell you now I hate myself, I hate my sound I hate my shape, I hate Brain I know I'm great but I'm sitting I can't stand here and face my mistakes I wrote some letters to some exes, un-condoning, decision I made, causing tears to Waste away I cried a river, screaming timber, I wish sink deep up in a lake I'm losing focus on subject, so let me Concentrate I'm Imperfect bitch, I'm worth a lot But lately feeling worth-a-less Hold up and hold on I'm imperfect hoe, my sea of love has overflown I can't let it show, but my past ways I've out grown Shabac Barack I'm back again I am black as sin I am the garbage that resides in the Grime of the trash bin Yawl are batting practice I'm robbing sons of they last hit Open up a casket Heart so heavy that it cracks in Read the words in my skin A rotten carcass for vultures to feast in I mean this Violence inside of my mind just isn't me man My God, my God From Tupac to Nas the jukebox was off you, know not my cause I'd Rather not get involved Turn yo telly off For when my brothers get they shit rocked It don't stop It wont stop We stay locked in prison's Creating divisions and deficiencies Takin fathers out they homes where they supposed to be They dropping bombs on toddlers, how I'm supposed to sleep? I'm Calling, all prophets all scholars All teachers all fathers Only time I go to the altar is when times is darkest Pray for all my moms in Lebanon with they hearts broken I'm sending my condolences and its just because I love you