Reason

Faithless, I don't want to be part of this Conflict within I wrestle with I'll turn my back and gain new perspective How can I make sense of this when all life is subjective to define my own purpose? Where do I run when when there's no one to run to? Where do I go when everyone lets me down? Where do I fall when it feels like I've fallen, when I've fallen so low? Hit the ground, my faith has left me now I need a miracle to tell me that I'm not alone I have fallen so low, I need a miracle, I need a miracle Years pass by and it's still cold inside I thought I had a reason to live a better life What's the point if all I'm left with is my own definition? Searching for answers. Blind faith to believe in subjective reason It's my calloused heart to think I'm not the ultimate Give me a sign, what am I missing? Give me a reason. Something to believe in Is there more, is there more than what I'm thinking? I tried everything I have to be a better person What's the reason? am I thinking free or am I deceived? What does this mean? What does this really mean? Does it really matter if it's only left up to me? How can I make sense of this when all life is subjective to define my own purpose? Where do I run when when there's no one to run to? Where do I go when Everyone lets me down? Where do I fall when it feels like I've fallen, fallen so low? Hit the ground, give me faith now, give me a miracle to tell me that I'm not alone I've run so far and so long. I need a miracle, a miracle to get me out Years pass by and it's still cold inside I thought I had a reason to live a better life What's the point if all I'm left with is my own definition? searching in the wrong place. think the answer is within. What I have turned my back on can make sense of this again. Come back, come back.