FU

Tell me that you care Stroking my hair Like you're not the reason I'm here on the floor Counting my breaths Thank God for friends The only advice I've been taking is yours Should've ignored it I couldn't ignore it I missed all the warnings It's been so long since I Looked at you in the eye I don't know anybody like I know you Oh, and now I wish I never had to Sigh, pretend it's ok Now I feel ashamed For wanting to feel something other than sad Mum says I've changed Lost too much weight She never liked you that much anyway But I'll never notice The signs when they surface Is this really worth it It's been so long since I Looked at you in the eye I don't know anybody like I know you Oh, and now I wish I never had to Should've ignored it I couldn't ignore it But it's so important It's been so long since I Looked at you in the eye I don't know anybody like I know you Oh, and now I wish I never had to