Favorite What If

Standing knee deep in the water

Feel the waves roll off my skin

Doesn't feel like the same ocean

That we once were swimming in

Drunk nights and play fights

That you'd always let me win

Now you're gone and I've been losing it

Wouldn't call it love, but

The way you looked at me was

Like you never danced in summer rain

We'd talk through the late hours

And search for a way out

I'm here, but I guess you found a way

When you packed your bags in August

Didn't know it'd be for good

And I wish I told you everything

I told myself I would

You left a mark on my heart

But never on my lips

And now you're just my favorite what if

And now you're just my favorite what if

Hid the cigarettes under the sand

To hide the evidence

When your mom found us a few beers in

We laughed, but she was pissed

Coffee shops and late-night stops

And I miss every bit

Now you're gone and I've been losing it

Wouldn't call it love, but

The way you looked at me was

Like you never danced in summer rain

We'd talk through the late hours

And search for a way out

I'm here, but I guess you found a way

When you packed your bags in August

Didn't know it'd be for good

And I wish I told you everything

I told myself I would

You left a mark on my heart

But never on my lips

And now you're just my favorite what if

And now you're just my favorite what if

Now you're my favorite what if

Now you're my favorite what if

You left a mark on my heart, but never on my lips

And now you're just my favorite what if