when u need me.

I don't know how to say things that I know are gonna hurt you I don't know how to tell you this but I'm going to still do Growing up hasn't made much sense since I left school Now I'm all alone in my room thinking about how I fucked this up again 'Cause when you're down I'm not around When you call for me I turn down the sound Instead of facing what I know I turn away out of hope Then maybe someday I won't take the lead in When you need me And I know you wonder how I spend my time 'Cause when you text me I take two days to reply And I don't know why you won't leave me The man I am is half of who I used to be 'Cause when you're down I'm not around When you call for me I turn down the sound Instead of facing what I know I turn away out of hope Then maybe someday I won't think of leaving When you need me I'm doubting myself 'Cause everything I said is in the past, that's the past Thought that we were gonna last We could've been happy ever after Now we're a disaster And I couldn't run away faster 'Cause I never could give you what you want I tell myself that 'cause I don't know what I want (Hold up) I need a lesson on self-love No, I don't need drugs Now that you're gone I just really wanna see you 'Cause when you're down I'm not around When you call for me I turn down the sound Instead of facing what I know I turn away out of hope Then maybe someday I won't think of leaving When you need me When you need me