@ My Worst

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends, could be the death of me I'm not ready, I'm not ready Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name I'm praying to a god, a god I don't believe The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me? Could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? Yeah Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies I'm just a fool stuck in the past, your worst memories I'm not ready for you to forget me I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name I'm prayin' to a god, a god I don't believe I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me? Could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me? Could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me