(Wish I Didn't Have to) Lie

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I miss you

And I hate the way it hits me at night

You ruined the J-Train

You ruined Fleetwood for me too, I only think about the good days

Know it's 'cause I'm scared to let go of you

You fucked up New Jersey

You fucked up the way I see myself

I don't think of how you hurt me

But it hurts like hell, it means I'm still in denial, it's a cycle

Another year flies by

It means that, I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door

Oh, I, I don't hate you

I just hate the way I miss you

And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I love you

And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

You messed up late night drives

You messed up target for me too

I don't throw away our Polaroids

I think it's 'cause I'm scared to tell the truth

It's always the littlest things

Sweatshirts and video games

You probably don't feel the same

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I miss you

And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I love you

And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie

Ooh, ooh

Wish I didn't have to lie

Ooh

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I miss you

And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you

I just hate the way I love you

And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie

Wish I didn't have to lie