My Life

Sometimes I look at myself It's a little bit selfish I tried but I can't win You don't even know How could somebody look at me And think that I'm happy? I haven't been laughing Too much anymore You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in I'll never change, loving myself, it's all pretend And I might never again I tried everything to please you I forgot to think of me too I woke up and realised That this is my life And every time that I felt hopeless I fucked myself up to keep on going And I never realised That this is my life Sometimes I wish I was different And someone would listen It's hard to explain it You don't even know Last time I told you I missed you It turned to an issue Guess I was mistaken I'll leave you alone You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in I'll never change, loving myself, it's all pretend And I might never again I tried everything to please you I forgot to think of me too I woke up and realised That this is my life And every time that I felt hopeless I fucked myself up to keep on going And I never realised That this is my life