Haircut

The sunlight speckles through trees across the road

Well I get white spots in my vision so I blink them out

Oh, I think I'm coming around to this

Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit

I got a haircut

A shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift

But it doesn't work like the movies I found out

My head is vacuum of feelings and failures

And white noise calling my name

I've spent 10 years in my head trying to be someone

And if it seems like I'm unsure of myself that's the reason

Oh, I think I'm coming around to this

Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit

I got a haircut a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift

But it doesn't work like the movies I found out

My head is vacuum of feelings and failures

And white noise calling my name

Got a haircut

And tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing

But I can't even fool myself

Into feeling better about who I am

So I'm starting here

Something's different when I see myself

I can't explain it all away

Well, I hate the way I compensate

I keep running circles in my head

What could there be left to say?

I ask myself that everyday

I got a haircut

A shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift

But it doesn't work like the movies I found out

My head is vacuum of feelings and failures

And white noise calling my name

Got a haircut

And tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing

But I can't even fool myself

Into feeling better about who I am

So I'm starting here

Right here